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my name is sara.
i come from...here xĐ
i was born on 28. june 1994
i don't belong to any subculture.
i am the oldest of three children in my family.
fave mucis-rock, punk, hard rock, dark rock, metal, nu metal, hip hop, love metal, alternative rock, screamo...
fave movies-matrix, the grudge, the ring, garfield (1, 2), twilight, valiant, 10 things i hate about u, fast'n'furious, taxi, lord of the rings[1, 2, 3], harry potter[all of them], green mile, troy, alexandar d great...
fave books-...twilight, new moon, eclipse, breaking dawn, little prince, all of harry potters...BARTIMEUS 3ology!!!
"i don't wanna be told to grow up, and i don't wanna change, i just wanna have fun..."(simple plan, grow up)
"ja sam ona koja jesam, šta te briga ko sam"(jež)
"...i'm sorry i can't be perfect..."(simple plan, perfect)
"...u can kick me,u can punch me,u can stabb me,u can hang me,u can break me,u can hurt me...but no matter what u do,i will always love u..."(mee)
so i talked to my radio again. actually, my radio talked. i guess he made a great listener out of me. anyhow.
i went to my bathroom, and saw the mirror, again. as you can guess, that didn’t go well. i can’t edit my self live, like i can on pictures (wouldn’t it be cool to be black and white all the time?). the mirror is cruel.
so, i sat in my room, away from all the stuff that can reflect my image. i didn’t even look trough my window, when i went to shut it. dark fits me more, i guess. there was just one thing that i could think of. how does She get to be so pretty, and talented, and lovely, and…perfect? and, more important, why does she get to have such an awesome boyfriend, the most perfect boy alive for all i know? doesn’t it matter that i love him too? most of the time life just sucks, but right now it doesn’t get much worse than this (from my point of view now getting cut into pieces alive looks like a vacation. pointless.).
i was still sitting in my room. wasting oxygen. thinking about…Him.
i guess my radio knows what i’m going trough. and so it said:
“well ok, i guess nothing good has happened yet
well i'll pray, that i'll be alright.”
it just didn’t get it. so i said;
“As far as where I fell
Maybe I'm better off dead
Am I at the end of nowhere
Is this as good as it gets?“
and it replied:
“Love can be as cold as grave
a one-way ticket to endless sorrow
an empire of gentle hate
today without
tomorrow”
i just started to cry after that. and than it said some really good stuff to me. and some really unrelated stuff, that i chose to kick out.
“You self destructive,
Little girl.
Pick yourself up,
Don't blame the world.
So you screwed up,
But you're gonna be okay.
(…)
And all this time,
Ohh-oh, all this time,
You have had it in you,
You just sometimes need a push.
(La la la la la)
(…)
So you've had some detours,
Some stupid men.
Now we know what not
To do again.
Besides you lucked out,
Finally.
And all this time,
Ohh-oh, all this time,
You have had it in you,
You just sometimes need a push.
(La la la la la)”
and so, with all the people that i know, love and respect, my two best friends and my little sister, my radio was the only one who tried to help. hm.
(we are the ocean-nothing good has happened yet, sum 41-walking disaster, HIM-circle of fear and maria mena-all this time (pick me up song))